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Why am i still with him--bc i'm stupid and codependant. was written at 2009-04-24 - 1:51 p.m. |
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Why am i still with him--bc i'm stupid and codependant. was written at 2009-04-24 - 1:51 p.m. |
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So I went to the animal shelter today, but they didn't need me (thank god :P) but mario didn't have his phone on him so I walked about 3 miles home, it was really nice out. He calls from his friend's house in Elkhorn around 12 and I tell him and then he's like "Ok, well we were going to to go the thrift store in burlington and then come pick you up", and that's all we said. I figured he'd come to my parents house at one but then he called at 1:45 and said they were going to another one (and i'm thinking 'omfg you don't have money to blow on clothes, you already have enough for an army, and how the hell is rent going to get paid??' I mean i haven't gone shopping in years, except that once where my aunt gave me a gift card after I tried to kill myself). Anyway, he's like "Umm, we'll probably be back by 3" (which means 4-4:30) and his friends keep calling my phone trying to find him, one for going to do landscaping today (so much for that) and one to go party (I plan on getting plastered tonight either way), and one i think was his mom but i didn't answer it, I let him have my phone yesterday because he had a phone interview at 2, but he's like "I just got distracted and didn't hear it" and I just felt like omg. My dad said he knows this lady who's in charge of a cleaning company and they said they might have an opening but they're really strict and my eyes aren't what they used to be, so idk but i'll sure as hell try it. Anything to keep me busy and so i can save up my money and leave mario's worthless ass behind. I guess I just don't want to be alone.
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